hmmm..week hasn't been realli good. plus the fact that i jus like SAW THE NEWS SAYING THAT TKGS IS GONNA PUT UP THE WHOLE PIECE OF LAND FOR AUCTION OR STH?!?!?omg!wadz going on in this world man!!!now even my school wants to sell the building..so where are the poor students supposed to go??
realised i din blog bout CCACO dinner..alright.it was quite fun i must say..to be able to meet up with them once again. somehow i realli think that people really dun appreciate sth till we lose them. hmm...i kinda miss those days in council with these people. life now aint the same anymore. although i still have some of them with me in ICC..but the feeling's just NOT there. thanks to jiaying for that delicious muffin!!=))i think we took some random spastic photos..but we FORGOT to take a group one. how smart. oh well..as usual..i was like the MAIN topic of suan-ning..WADDE HELL! i dun get what those retards get outta disturbing me!!haha..especially that 2 GOH IDIOTS! GOH REN KAI AND GOH ZHEN YANG! u all BETTER watch out.wakkaka..and hahha...liew jing sheng!wahahah..thanks for all the ENTERTAINMENT that kept me laughin through the whole dinner..u MUST BE HONOURED OKAYS!=ppp.ohh well..we had a hard time eating cuz the chair was a bit squeezy..we appeared to be sitting damn close to each other..haha.BONDING time..wakkaa..nvmm..okays...CONCLUSION: i love CCACO!=)
hmmm..so many things going on in my mind. there's REALLY nothing to motivate me to continue studying everyday. its like..i'm really sick and tired of having to push myself so far. i just hope all the effort pays off in the end. if i could turn back time, i would seriously do a lot more things. guess one of the things i would have done would be to talk to
YOU and
YOU. i kinda regret not doing what i've not done. but what's done done. there's nothing i can do now except wait and see and HOPE.i seriously dun understand you. why do you always have to appear at the wrong time? just as i was about to really forget everything. u jus had to remind me. so what's your purpose here? i've always wanted to know what's going on. i can't say you didn't give me a chance to, perhaps i didn't try hard enough. oh well. but how HOW am i supposed to even try to bring this topic up? at some point of time, i just felt like really forgetting this whole thing altogether. but how am i supposed to? i've tried many ways, but i can quite confidently say that none worked out. so what now? am i supposed to just pretend i NEVER KNEW YOU IN THIS LIFE? am i supposed to pretend that you NEVER EXISTED? if you don't tell me, i wouldn't know what you want. and i've always being trying to make things go YOUR way since the start. please don't do this to me.
-feel the vibrance
